i just know that she wants my heart,

and that's where all my imperfections are.
but she said that i was the brightest little firefly in her jar.




Hi I'm Leyla and I'm really good at staying focused on my work.

there's an angel by your hospital bed,

desperate to hear his name on your breath;
as he looks down you're not making a sound.
open your eyes, look at me!
i'll bring to you whatever you need,
and i'll tell you i'm sorry
that i can't take this pain away from you,
and i'd put it on my own body if i knew how to!
can't you see?

Oh dear sweet goodness gracious. Have I really not updated since October 27th? Daymn! I'm starting to feel kinda like Jordyn, who never updates even though she's so damn good. Har har. Shameless thrashing of a friend.

Not much has really happened in recent times. I'm rather accustomed to being in high school now, and I've made lots of new friends that, otherwise, I'd never have made before. A few of them are siblings of people in my grade who I think need to be taught a lesson on how to not fail at life, ASAP, which feels kinda strange to be frank.

I've spent the last few days kinda sick. Wednesday (at 4:47AM and 11:35AM respectively) I found myself throwing up, and I've been eating minimal amounts of food ever since. I also went to a music department holiday party that same day (around 7PM) and completely shot my legs dancing. :'D

And now there's like, two feet of snow outside (and we're expecting another foot tomorrow) because of a snowstorm, as a result of which I had a snow day yesterday! Yay! Now my skin's just really dry. xO

(Dad's blasting Armenian music next door, and it's weird upbeatness is contrasting my superchill Copeland. I might go punch something. Too bad I can only turn it up so high before I get screamed at.)




These would happen to be the WIPs of something I've been working on on and off (simply because I realized too late how off the anatomy of it all is). It's a doodle of Haseo from .hack//GU, and instead of doing some cheery-ass sunny field, I went for the SUPERCOOL night field with the weird f-- FUCKDAMN DAD TURN YOUR MUSIC DOWN I NEVER BLAST MINE.

I can't wait until I move out. (:

ANYWAYS.
There's a muchmuch cooler one of him and Atoli in the works, and a cutie fanart of Haseo&Endrance for Sarah Phee because I promised her some. XD It's wrapped up with her other gift, so I can't really show you my b&w scan.

I'm just working on the fanart and a few christmas pictures, otherwise... that'll be all!

Really anticlimatic, isn't it?